The Adventures of a Suburban Cinderella

 I can't Live without Chocolate Milk, Taco's, Lean Chicken, and anything spicy.

I can't stomach tomatoes, onions, and steak.

.........Here's a pic of my face from last Halloween...My hair was back on one side, so it looks like Im balding haha..but yeahhh...thats mee.

Why cant I stop thinking about it. Im being driven to lose it now...all of it..the weight..the grossness...the fear of being made fun of...the fear of looking in the mirror. I feel like a prisoner in my own body.

 MY OWN BODY

My fat. 
My Hips.
My jiggly arms.
My thighs that rub together.

The tears that I cant help but cry. I can't stand this reflection anymore..yet I keep eating and eating..and eating...

Whats wrong with me?

Wow...now that im posting here I can't stop. I think I am pretty....but that one thing that would make me perfect is to be thinner. I also want hair extensions, and am debating on whether or not to dye my hair blonde.

hmmm...its sad that we all need fake things to feel pretty.

Hair Extensions

Fake nails

Spray Tans
 
Colored Contacts

Breast Implants

Its madness..yet I would do anything to be an IT GIRL <3

xoxo Chloe 

I dont know whats wrong with me lately. I just sit here, like a lazy ass in front of the computer...Although I love LJ, I dont think anyone should be on it for this long in a day.

I've been eating alot of hamburgers lately...BLA!..I started chewing and spitting them, but it turned into eating them fully. Why oh why do I eat red meat? Its like the worst thing ever for anybody.

Oh..My mother came back from town....making sure I knew that she wanted the dishwasher unloaded and loaded..the floor swept and the basement cleaned.

Also..I've been having bad pains in my lower right side of my back, and the pain goes all the way down my legs. I read online that it was Sciactic nerve damage, but Im secretly having a pregnancy scare....OMFG..If im pregnant, I will have to have an abortion. That sounds bad..but I cant have a kid with the guy im with now. He' s more of a kid then anyone. Pray that I get my Period Girls!

XoXo Chloe <3